Alpha to OmegaDearies out there;
Welcome to my blog :)
My name is Marissa
I have a great life, with ups and downs and rollercoaster rides
My life, was incomplete. Until, I met you :)
Do come and find me
Dearies <3Aini Cellini
Rewind <3July 2009
RecentConcert & Erinas :)
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY YKF :) HAHAHA :L
25thOct :) Birthday.
Pics of when im bored, -.-
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//Friday, July 31, 2009 2:23 PM
- Wish you may, and wish you might dont worry just hold on tight -
Good morning peoples :D
Its 5:25 am now :)
wondering why am i nt asleep?
weeelll, first i want to wait till this Audition finishes downloading,
which is taking one heck of a long time because of its gigantuam size,
so probably im nt gonna be able to wake up tomorrow morning on time,
huhh :/ And i want to learn this dance,
seriously the dancers are amazing! perfect synchronization and timing,
it goes along with the beat, and the moves are sick :D
thing is, its hardd ):
Buhhhh, okay today there was school,
as usual, classes were boring. as usual :D
i just found out that my test is on the 17th of August.
when i heard i was like "whaaaaaa!?"
thts like a few weeks left, aww.
anywaysss, i promised to do something on the way home.
but i was just so darn nervous!
my heart was like beating reeeal fast and i couldnt stop fidgeting and smiling.
:L sorry dear, couldnt do it :))
next week maybe aite?
tomorrows gonna be boring.
i know it, ugh.
oh im stuck on Butterfly Fly Away .
its a song from the HM soundtrack,
and it totally fits in with my situation :)
its not touching enough for me to cry,
but still it conveys a message to all fathers who had to raise their child single handedly :]
I love you Daddy :)
im neglecting my diary more and more.
Hhaa, pity her/him.
Oh and Im totally in love with the phtogrphy pictures from DeviantArt.
They are absolutely beautiful though some doesnt give that kind of feeling that makes
me go "wow"
ohwell, i want novels!
1) Handle with care
2) A walk to remember
3) Wuthering Heights
4) The book of tomorrow
5) Starting over
6) The last song
Books 4-6 isnt out yet, it will be published later :)
cnt waitt, hee.
Darn it, i just realised. Oh dear,
im such a bad girl -.-
Stay hooked x
Love, is that what you call it?
The misery, the pain and the cruelty;
How is that love?
Love; is something you share when you are perfectly happy with each other.
Youre not fit to say you give enough love;
You are giving hatred, and agony.
Before you are gone; If you dont want to.
Go to hell .
; Happy endings are hard sometimes
//Thursday, July 30, 2009 10:00 AM
- I cant possibly imagine life without you -
Hahayy everypeep ;D
a new word for everybody x)
so, the title? refers to the image on the top of this post (:
Can you feel that picture?
It depicts total grace and serenity.
It makes me want to learn ballet.
okay, enough blabbing x)
What happened today?
Nothing much :]
I had my share of satisfaction when i saw him , hee :D
Elani didnt come to school today, she had to go to the club .
Turns out she didnt need to Lol, :)
Classes were kinda boring , though.
Sej & Geo nowadays are all about folios.
Id rather the studying ayy? :))
Fatiha fasted today, she looked really tired.
Nini. well, shes fine, and shes jealous of her pink squid :L
To me, Its a reincarnation of her xDD
Nawhh i dont mean it,
[ Hey Nini ! Joe's with you, eventhough ur in a form of a squid ;D ]
okayy, at home.
mixed and matched some jewellery to wear with my outfit for the hi-tea :)
My sis's a braaaaaaaaaat.
HAHA :L and funny ,
Daddy: Dont do it or ill get angry.
Linda : oh * Does it *
Ddy : Linda.. stop it .
Linda : Oh *Does it again*
Ddy : MELINDA!
Linda : *terkejut* Daddy not angry daddy not angry .
Me : Daddy's angry lah.
Linda : Daddy not angry Linda angry.
Me : Nooo, daddys angry lindas not angry.
Linda : Oh , Linda angry ah?
Me : Nooo , daddy is angry at you !
Linda : Oh *Does it again* Daddy not angry
Ddy : Daddy is very angry.
Linda : *starts crying* Papa sayang papa sayang papa sayang linda!
Ddy : papa sayang la papa sayaaang.
Linda : [automatically stops bawling] oh. *goes back to doing it again*
Me : Biarlah dea daddy.
Linda : *While doing it* Linda angry linda angry linda angry.
thats all the dramaa,
Stay hooked :D
Once again, Youve proven how worthless you are,
How malicious ; such a hypocrite.
I remind myself, Not to get tangled up in you once more.
But; your charm.
Your wit, your versatility towards adaptment.
Gets me involved with you once more; Hey.
Stop being perfect;
You'll destroy me.
; Happy endings are hard sometimes
//Tuesday, July 28, 2009 11:28 AM
- Trust me when I say I love You; cos I mean it -
Aloha Readers ;))
A very good day or night (:
Soo, cutting to the chase.
School was also kinda dull.
Because, he didnt come, cos of high fever .
Aww pity him :D
Thenn school had this boring talk on English.
The speakers Mr.Monzair reminded Nini and I of Jack Frost.
His hair mostly for me.
it was that really greyish snowish kinda colour and it was spiky ;D
exctly like Mr.JF :D
Nini said his voice sounded like Prof.Snape :L
It sounded fine to me -.-
So the reason it became dull?
Duhh- his attitude.
100% prefer Mr.Sebastian.
WE LOVE YOU MR.SEBASTIAN.
oh, btw. the name Sebastian reminds me of lobsters :L
dont ask me why. Little Mermaid maybe :)
Hahh, im blabbing.
Forgive me peeps (;
What else happened?
Nawhh nothing else :D
Hmm currently watching Hannah Montana: The Movie on YouTube.
Tho i can honestly say that the graphics and images are blurry.
Well. just suck it up and watch.
Isnt Lucas Till just the hottie superbom?
Oh; I made a mistake
I admit it.
To see that accusation in your eyes is enough;
Its that glare I fear; The one look ill never be able to go through
Especially from You
You are looking at me daggers; Slicing through my soul
I cant bear it any longer; Dont look at me like that.
Id rather die.
; Happy endings are hard sometimes
//Sunday, July 26, 2009 10:46 AM
The title was inspired after watching Pride and Prejudice.
I must say, this is my will be all-time favorite movies :)
thanks to the brilliant and mesmerizing acting by Keira Knightly and Matthew MacFadyen.
Their chemistry is the film is absolutely enchanting.
You can really feel this movie, Its touching, romantic and utterly beautiful (:
Keira is an amazing actress, she managed to pull of every trait of Elizabeth Bennett in the novel;
written by ingenious author Jane Austen :)
and Mr.Darcy aka Matthew MacFadyen,
is as awesome ;D
ive watched the movie before, just i didn't manage to complete it.
so today fortunately, i got to appreciate every bit of it :]
enough about P&P :)
so today was boring, as well :D
didnt do much,
woke up pretty late, considering the time i slept the night before :D
Am watching A Walk to Remember now ;
another sweet movie :)
okay, why am I such into love stories now?
My all time favourite couples in literature?
- Romeo and Juliet
- Elizabeth and Mr.Darcy
( though considering they are the only couples significant enough to be heard of ;)
I keep thinking of Wuthering Heights.
which is supposed to be nice , too.
keeping in mind the couple involved,
Catherine and Heathcliff.
Do the bookstores here sell Wuthering Heights?
Am dying to know, lol ;D
Ill go find out next time Im out :)
Didnt have lunch :D
But for dinner , I went to A&W.
Do not go there.
The food isnt as scrumptious as last time,
The onion rings gave me sore throat.
and the service sucked.
The *whatdoucallit* people were so slow in serving the food up;
so it took a darn long time to order.
And they heard the order wrongly.
I ordered a cheeseburger but ended up getting a beefburger.
And the beefburger is Ugh. beyond words.
They were just two pieces of bun, and a beef patty.
The waffles were acceptable, tho i got sick of it.
Had some rootbeer and milo.
My sister looooved the milo HAHA :L
cos it was her first time drinking it ;x
Caption : Eagerly drank Milo and Not eaten at All Waffles
Then she spilled some of the Milo on her shirt -.-
Hmm thats all :D
Stay hooked :)
I keep wanting;
To get to know you,
To aproach you, but Im scared;
Of you backing away, of you running.
Of you; Shutting me out.
Never letting me nearer; To discover.
Or to care.
Did I do something wrong?
For me to be treated this way,
For me to be exiled. Rejected,
Give me a chance; and Let me
Make you believe.
Happy endings are hard, sometimes.
//Thursday, July 23, 2009 12:20 PM
Start over ,
- Its awesome, it is. and you know it -
im back, yess i am :)
hees, with a new blog and all.
dunno what inspired me to do this thing again,
since ive proven not loyal to this stuff,
but either way, im trying to be more committed this time :)
so, abt th blogskin, just used the same old one,
wasnt enervated enough to find a new one ;D
actually, im feeling kinda blank now.
wonder why, got into a rough scrape just now, almost did it.
not it it. another it. oh dear,
im babbling, newayss. you wouldnt understand,
hhaa. better not :D
i acted like a fool,
i cant seem to trust anyone, not even my best friends,
except Him maybe :) and hes a form3.
it seems that he has tons of advice, good ones :D
not gonna elaborate,
wonder, did you realize?
that my trust for you is almost gone?
the way you betray me over and over again?
its like a knife stabbing me over and over again,
do you even think of other people?
grow up, oh wait. you cant,
still. try , die if you must.
Happy endings might be hard sometimes,