You smile that smile and make me melt,
Of all those feelings, i couldve felt,
I chose Love.










Bored.
To the last century,

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Joe : Kevin with the lasso, take one!
Joe : Kevin with the lasso take two!
Joe : Kevin with the lasso, take 10!
Joe : Kevin with the lasso, take 30!
Kevin : Are you going to cut every single take?

Joe : Are you going to miss every single take?

:L

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Joe : Trickooorrr. Trickoooooor
Nick : Trick or treat.
Joe : who cares, its my character i want to take it in a new direction.
Nick : Youre a halloween cowboy, there are no other directions. :D

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Love showed up at my door yesterday
it might sound cheesy
but i wanted her to stay
i fell in lve with the pizza girl now i eat pizza everyday
i fell in love with the pizza girl , now i eat pizza everyday

i was stuck in a box for so long
i i say that the pizza girl shes the one for me.

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Dad Jonas : Are you ok?
Nick : Yeah,
Joe : Totally
Dad Jonas : I think Nicks vacuum isnt turned on.
Nick: Im rehearsing. Vacuuming.

- Feck it man, feck. -

Hay.
Im not in a mood
All of a feckin sudden.
maybe i realize that he isnt that happy with me,
I have that friggin nagging feeling that hes not,
maybe i should shorten his suffering and just go?
maybe, but i love him too much.

ohgod tell me what to do, Shat.
what would u do if u were me?
I feel like im boring him every single second that im txting him,
haa.
im paranoid.

whatever lah;
Bye :)

- You, you, you, you. God, I cant get you out of my mind -

Hellooooooo (:
Alert yeahh; gonna be a long post indeed.

first of -

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SQUID alias NINI !
You are the squid-est friend in this whole wide squid-ish world;
You are an awesome role playing squid;
God Bless You and Your Merman ;D
Love you :)

secondly -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KIND-of-STEP-DADDY !
Thanks Ayah , for being so nice to me :)


okay, dedications done :D
now; for the happenings.

on the 21th of August;
I ditched school, for a perfectly good reason :)
Nini's "surprise" party,
went to Fatihas house before; hung out with her.
Looked at her play her guitar ;
shes getting pretty good ay ;DD
hha,
then at 4 something,
went dwn, walked to Ninis house, and saw Him riding *his ? motorcycle,
He was smiling and inside i was like - Eeek! hhaa he is so darn cute,
Lalalala :DD
then blabla walked back to the field with Lisa :)
that made me recall something said between haha nevermind,
she was dressed so nicely,
pretty much lowered some of my self-esteem , hishh

then nini came , with Johan xD
hee, they suit . Perfectly,
it was time for cake,
Johan brought it over :)
then nini cut it,
It said "Happy Birthday Nini <3 "
* I have good memory, dont blame me x) *

then, we were supposed to eat cake,
but somehw i skipped it, guess i had not much mood for eating heee.
sat on the slide thing with him :)
Hee, seriously, i cant stop smiling when im with Him,
not gonna elaborate though x)
Lalala,

You know what cracks me up?
Everytime I think back what happened, it makes me grin and smile to myself like an idiot.
nawhh , im diverting from the subject;

anywayss, spent alot of time on the slide,
talking and blablaa.

then he went home ):
ohwell, braced myself before anyways,
went to sit with Fatiha and Hamdi and whoever that i dont recall,
watched them fiddle with their guitars, strumming and plucking and goofing abt,

later; he came back,
with his oversized Hawaiian shorts xDD
*no offence dear, i love it anyways :)
Heee, walked around the neighbourhood.

then I really cant be stuffed to type anymore.
Lets just say that the memories I have are still abundantly supplied in my glitch of a brain.

went home at 7.30
had chinese class at 8.
Got back to tuition, then took my books and headed towards Han Yu home.
entered the class to a gloomy sully mood,
Anis was not in the mood, sitting at the corner.
Russell was sitting beside her.

and THE TEACHER.
I CAN POSITIVELY KILL HER,
SHE IS SO DARN ANNOYING, I DESPISE HER AND HER PITCHY VOICE.
I didmy homework already, and she gave me two more darn it god forsaking poems to copy,
and i was like "Lao shi a, wo xie wan liao"
then she was all "Ni cao zhe ke liao ni ken wo du , then ni ke yi hui jia "
Bahh . i tell you.
annoying, Russell was all " I feel like killing her"
and Anis and I was happily abusing and insulting her in Malay :D

hee, then fnally torture is over,
went straight to Ibus house,
I saw a plastic bag, and inside was a new novel!
- Jodi Picoult's Handle with Care
I literally yelped with joy =D
Ive been wanting that book for months (:

FHee, was happy.
Then Puasa.

Sat and Sunday,
went without any problems.
then, on monday woke up for sahur,
then haha, found out i couldnt fast.
Hishh -.-

Lalaa, then nothing else interesting happened .
* in truth, Im too tired to continue :D

- When you're hurt; All you can think of is revenge -

Hay :)
Stress is over; Exam is over.
Tho; Sejarah was kinda tough.
The first two words that came out of my mouth was "oh shit"
hha, I totally forgot everything,
Seni was blah.
Cant care;
KH was okayokay;
Tho I just traded my luck about the agensi kerajaan thing :/

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Teeny tiny glitch there,
so continuing story,
Hesh i dont even kno what to talk about,
oh yehh
Puasa's coming :)
I am looking forward to it, and in someways not.
hha, mixed feelings.
Cant wait for 19september.
going to Langkawi ! :D
Its been a reeeeeeeeeally long time.

Btw; I need new novels :/

Ilooooooooooooveyou x

- Wait; I hear someone saying I love You; Oh Its you (: -

Hello (:
Blogging is a tad getting boring now.
since theres not much to talk about;
Today was not at all interesting,
Cousin is here for two weeks.
Hmphhh; ohwell

Didnt txt him the whole day;
so was reaally bored.
Anywayss. test is on tuesday,
and my agama is settled. but my math so isnt -.-
been trying to master pi for ages,
hishh illget the hang of it somehow :)

He could be the one :)

The name of the song Im listening to right now ;
The song really suits (:

Okayy enough ,
bye :)

- Recuperate and revive. That is what that counts -
- Hey wait, I dont even know what recuperate means -

Hello (:
Im glad to say that, I once again, Have risen from the dreadlocks and the confinement of the bed due to ailment and a dreadful disease.
Ohh, *Goshh stop being so dramatic :/
Anywayss; First on the list :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELINDA !
You are 3 years old and going on 4 now :)
Many happy returns;
May God bless you and your little self :j


You are a year older; A year wiser.
A year more mature. A year more knowing.
A year cuter ; A year prettier
But; Pleasepleaseplease!
Dont be a year naughtier :D

Secondly;

HAPPY 3MONTHS <3
Ti Amo Mi Amore;

You are one little thing that I wouldnt want to let go from my life,
One little significant thing that has the power to alter me; change me for the better.
This tiny little nagging voice that says you are my one and only.
In the little tiny space in my little tiny heart , please know that there is only spaced to love and to be loved; And It seems. Im fulfilling its requirements perfectly.
What is with all this little talking?
It doesnt seem little; You and Me :)

---

Yadayadayadaa ;D
Two significant things in a day eh?
(: well, my half cousin which is 1 year old came to stay,
having a hard time trying to baby sit two little infants,
wish me luck:D

- When Im not there with you; Im wishing every second that you're here. With me -

Hay.
Guhh; Im sick.
darnit, down with fever and headache ):
suffered the whole day.
Heshhh, hope its not Influenza.
Oh btw, a cold and flu is different.
hha :D just found that out ,
Neways, was in bed the whole day.
woke up at 10 had a really bad headache.
wnted to go to school at 11.
But I didnt; was too sick.
Daddy came in and gave me Panadols.
Ate 2 at first, then he came in again with a clinical thermometer.
took my temperature,
37.6; pretty high.
I was feeling so cold the whole time;then daddy went out and came in again with a wet handkerchief,
wiped my face and neck and then put the towel on my forehead.
To cool me down.
Then I slept for awhile; then he came in again.
with my Mulan water.
Drank it; then I was hungry,
so he brought up lunch. I ate it.
Then I lay down again.
Then took my temp again. 37.1 ,
so drank more water, then ate anther 2 more panadols.
Then slept forawhile,
woke up. he took my temp again, 37.7 -.-
darnit, hha, then gave me more Mulan water.
Then he had to go to office, stayed at home.
finally felt fit enough to get up.
bathed, and yeah
thats all :)

Thank You Daddy :)
I love you;

- Dissapoint echoes, and It reflects hurt -

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaayoo :D
Hee. Im Rico- Real life edition:P
So; Today was stupid. In the morning.
I woke up bright and cheerful by a call from Fatiha about the carnival,
then suddenly, She came into my room.
And told me . "Daddy doesnt allow you to go to the carnival, daddy ckp semalam banyak org kene h1n1. "
And i was like, dumbfounded. Oh come on!
she couldhave told me yesterday, sure the blow wouldve been hard , but at least!
I wouldnt feel so dead dissapointed today.
And you know, I totally hate last minute let downs.
so I was grumpy and surly for most of the morning,
Buhh; hishh. And i sooooo wanted to spend the day with my old classmates and friends ):
One little disease had to ruin it, curse you pigs =___=

anywayss, was so tired. I couldnt really bear to smile at anyone,
but then Anis came :D
and I launched into my tale of what happened at Hi-Tea yesterday :)
Heee, she was attentive ;D
Then Aisar txted me, and I got happier c:
haha, he saved the day. Literally :D

Blablaa, learned bout pembandaran and circles. revision.
came back and stuff.
then studied science and sej :)
Good to use some of my ultralazymuscles to good use x))
txted Him; while though. ran outof credit.

then relatives came over,
brought their son along.
sureee it was cutesy cutesy stuff first,
but he kinda got on my nerves.
The red friggin bike; was the source.
When he was nt riding it, my sis took it. then when he saw my sis riding it,
he went and stomped his foot and whined, so at first.
we had to give up; Duhh.
Householdpolicy, Guest's are always correct blablaa.

---

After a very long interruption.
Sorry :) My sis came back,
had to switch of the computer;
so.
the guests went back :)
and I studied , again.
For awhile only though;
Hahaha :)

Nothing much moreee c:
Looking forward for school tomrow.
Stay Hooked (;

Hayyyyyoo :P its 2.33am
Firstly, I just woke up, I just bathed, and I just ate :)
So am gonna do an update on the Prefects' Annual Hi-Tea.

Venue : Palace of the Golden Horses
Time : 1-6 pm
Attendes : Prefects and Discipline Teachers.

So; I woke up at 10.45 -.- Planned to wake up at 10, but ohwelll ;
At first, through my eyes. Everything was a disaster.
I couldnt find my phone, I was running later than I expected and I had a lot of things to get ready. Hah, Thank God. My mum helped me thru it :D Loveyouu,
Put on some LipGloss and some *Idkwhatsitcalled* and packed my stuff, put on my dress.
Then, of to school (:
First people I met there, Deena, Nayli, Ayunie and Izzatie .
All of them were gorgeous .
Compliments arised,
Then, met up with the others c:
Aisar, Azrul, Mathan, Mugilan, Sabrina, Ilya, Farah and all the other form1's were there,
sorry if i left out any of your names, cant recall.
Waited, got my number. 145; and His, 154 xD
Then went on to the bus, sat In front with Fatinah :)
A pleasant buddy to chat with I tell you ;D
Reached, and honestly. The View of the Hotel was breathtaking .
It was my first time there, so I was cmpletely taken away.
The lobby was even better.
Everything there centred and gravitated around horses. The hotel sure did live up to its name.
So we went straight to the Carousel Cafe.
Got our seats, and when I wanted to sit down, he pulled the chair out for me :D
And I was like blushing non-stop. and the rest were catcalling x)
Sat at a table with Aisar, Aqilah and Fatinah :D
Heee, then listened and listened to speeches by Fahmi, Jia Hui and A Teacher.
This thing really agrivatted me. I was so thirsty, and it seems like the water isnt being served to our table at all. I kept waiting and waiting, all the time forgetting tht I had a bottle of water in
my handbag. Then finally, got the drinks.
After that, time to eat.
Went to queue up, took some Penne pasta, Braised Beef - chinese style, Fried squid rings , and potatoes . Everything was yummy, except for one flaw.
The pasta was sooo hard. Like It hadnt been boiled yet -.-
Took some dessert which unfortunately, I couldnt finish.
Listened to some singing, went in front to watch the games.
Blablablaa. then went out :) of the restaurant I meant,
with Him; walked and walked.
and went out to the lake which I once again emphasis and emphasised on everything of the hotel,
well the Lake was just wow.

Beyond words.
It was huge, and blue and the skys were perfect.




The grass was mowned and It was soft,
But we didnt linger, afraid of getting caught.
Not that we're doing anything illegal :D
Went to the other parts of the hotel x)
walked, and haha, nt telling :)
But, lets just put it this way.
I got my wish.

Then, walked out again. With azrul.

went again to the lake,
and Azrul said smething about that being the best place for a date.
and I was thinking "Yeah. It sure is"
This time, walked barefooted on the grass.
The feeling was amazing, It was fresh and sweet and everything.
then got in, and walked and walked.

went back, then I got a little miffed -,-
saw something unpleasant,
and Oh, I nvr thought I was capable of being jealous.
Well. I wont elaborate.
Just remember the good times ayy :D
Then I apologised, for being so sensitive.
Then we sat down, and Lol. aint gonna tell.

Hung out some more ;)
Cant really remember,
some games, some dancing to MJ's Smooth Criminal.
They were good , seriously.
Haziq or something could do popping and sliding.
And dnt knw his name could imitate MJ :)
Andy could do the lean xD

Ohh, yeah. Lucky draw.
Didnt expect myself to win,
Im never lucky when It comes to lucky draws.
Mugilan and Danish won hampers :)

Took some pics then , here they are.



Aisar :)



Tou Nam :)



Fatinah, Dharishini, Ashwini, and Thesapriya?



Aqilah and I



Aisar, Adam, Danish



Me :D

Finally, It was time to go home.
Got to the bus, sat together :x
Hee, the ride was bumpy.
Reeeealll bumpy.
But I liked it :)
Almost fell asleep,
was exhausted.
But I didnt, Heee.
reached school, then called Mum.
anddddd, took quite a long time to pick me up.
Hha, went to Read and Relax ,
returned and borrowed.
Went to McD.
Ate bubur ayam ,
went home, refreshed.
Then slept :)

ugh, im tired now
off to novel land! :D

Stay hooked,

p.s : Ignore the crappy quality of the pics, I didnt bring my digital cam.
I used my crappy phone camera, which produces crappy images when in the presence of crappy lighting, tho i dont blame the surroundings. Its just my crappy phone :D

- If I could choose a few things to be with forever; You would be on the list :) -


Hayyyyyyyyyyo:P *Am I like Rrrrico or whut?*
okayy; Buhh H1N1 is officially pandemic now =___=
Skbtho is lyk closed down for a week, somebody caught the disease alrdy,
I hope Im not exposed, Oh hell. I already am -.-
Th disease is transported thru air, is there anything worse? Buhh;

Today, Nini, Fatiha, Syed and Syauqi was absent :(
No wonder th class was a tad quiet, without Syed of course ;D
Booom babyy ! Geo teach was absent so, actlly i spend one whole heck of a time doing
my folio :) - wait for it, For Nothing.
Well, hung out with Sabrina and th boys :)
I totally forgot to bring my P.E uniform, so i had to do my SEGAK
in my suffocating, restricting skirt :(
sooo, had to do this naik turun bangku thing. Haha, and u could guess that , i had to hold
my skirt pretty high up. Haha, and then u can possibly imagine the mutterings :X
Heee; glad when i was done ._.
Pn.Sabrina didnt come to class newaysss,
we all slacked.
THEN

when I walked home with Him;
eeeeeek! Hahaha, wass sooo happy :))
Wont tell here; ask me personally , tho again.
i wudnt guarantee u access to my secrets ,

Hiteas tomorrow.
Again. I repeat that.

stay Hooked.

- Love is blind, alright -

Hayyyyooo ;DD
Am supposed to be doing my folio -.-
have to pass it up tomorrow, ive not even done half of it ):
Im doomed, i tell you. doomed.
I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
so, nthing much happened today.
nothing much at all.
Nini was quiet today; well i tried cheering her up ,
Dont fret sista, everything will be alright :)
I went to sit with the boys too, well man
I wanted to take a look at our class pic,
and the boys were like also grabbing for it.
and Arif was holding a sharp black ballpoint pen. 0.5
and it totally sliced my palm open,
*Dramatic muchhh :D
well it was just a cut, but it was with a pen!
so u could probably imagine the amount of force put behind the pen to make it cut into my palm.
Mayyyybbee 100N?
:L kidding, newayss,

have to do Erina's tag, *You can say finally now Erina :P *























Depends :)







Thinking of Him;


Classmates,


In this heat of a world? Nahh

I love my name

Ill blush and smile and laugh and smile :DD


Elani,
Nini,
Fatiha

Doneeee ! Yeahh :x
so, gotta get back to doing work.
Hi teas coming up; dunno hw many times must i repeat that.
Stay Hooked;)

- Reality is harsh; Theres nothing you can do about it -

Hello dears :)
Btw; do you realise that the picture above,
the couple, sitting beneath the clouds
look like they are both men? ><
:L haha. ohh well dont mind that (;
im radical and random, hee.

today, elani came to school :D
yeahh. it was raining when I got to school , huhh.
lucky tho:) it was cool
okayy, oh and I brought my handphone, for KST.
haha, during recess nothing much happened :)
after recess, went down to the foyer.
where we went to take pics of the schools and stuff.
went round the whole school :]
and in the class i txtd Russell for awhile. to keep boredom at bay -.-
am currently listening to Marriage D'Amour :) and Ballad Pour Adeline :)
recommended by Russell ,
Its lovely, go have an earful :)
It touches and yet it brings a kind of warm , fuzzy joy <3
gahhh ; I wishh .
Ohwell , back to the story.
During KH; PnHanisah was in a bad mood,
bcause of the boys mainly,
but seriously, she needs to maintain a grip on herself =_______=

okayy, we got out late as a result;
Thanks for waiting dear :)
Yadayadayada. walked back with sme company hee :D

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this Sunday am going to seri surias carnival ;D
with a ride from Russell, gosh I owe him alot.
Thanks for being my best boy-friend xx
Lalalaa, cant wait.
More importantly, cant wait for Hi-Tea.
THANKS SO MUCH NINI FOR THE CARDIGAN <33

- Sometimes, i wonder. Am I Dreaming? -

Hayyyo Mofo's ;D
No offence (:
Its meant in a good way;
Title? The Full Moon.
And you know, what they say about full moons?
Drama. and Love.
which exactly describes my night ,
unfortunate for the drama, fortunate for the love :)
Wont tell you more, Youll have to ask me about it,
and i wont guarantee that i will tell.
secretsecrets ,
so i had a meeting with the members of the prefectorial board today,
about the upcoming hi-tea.
Yadayadayada, cant the sesi petang prefects be abit more systematical?
apart from that, all went fine (:
Oh Elani was absent,
I hope shes fine now :)

so, i got my hand sanitizer :L
Winnie the Pooh! Lol, was actually messing with it one whole day.
I got paranoid about germs; now.
HAHA, Nini was badgering me about how many times i had to put the sanitizer on :P
and then I was applying some onto the table,
Voila! Ink does come off x)
Hehehh, then I started getting a headache. Again -.-
During Seni.
Pn.Hanisah kept getting me on the edge of my nerves.
Hishh, ckgu . Gimme a break.
Oh. she does look like a rat.
honestly, Geeehee.

What else? Got home, took a nap. cos i had a darn headache.
Then, txted him :]
Heyy , if you read this. You know who you are ,
Je'Taime Mon Cherie ,
always ;


Then i came online,
Tadaa xD

Stay hooked :)

Bahaha,
sorry; no image nw :)
i am blogging in school, LOL,
geeee; im not playing attention am i?
:DD


Why am i looking at a taj Mahal in my schools lab? :D
whaha. im learning transformation;
gahh i hvent even mastered my circles yet.
Ninis being a squid at the moment,
shes spinning round and round and rouuuuund ,

FROGS :D
u wuldnt know what am i talking about,
oh btw. i am starving !
andddd you know,
i downloaded audition;
i was so darn happy!
BUT, the patcher,
it couldnt download itself =______________=
ohyeahhh
we had a debate just now :)
BOYS VS S.
we won 32-26//
go s!

tadaaa, thats all.
hasty exit
bye

So; this is it huh;
Fine .

; Happy endings are hard sometimes
xx Marissa